The source of my inspiration comes from all the support friends and family have provided throughout my existence. For instance my grandparents have been second parents along with my mom. They all have spent time and money investing in my education. If I were to quit school or say “F” it, I’ll just become homeless at least they don’t have to work or pay for anything”. That would be giving up and wasting their investment. While I don’t have the status, money or means to reward them for their support and show my appreciation, the least I could do is continue through school and work or look for work. That shows I care and appreciate their help from all these years. In terms of feeling and emotions I don’t really have much concerning this issue except to “Just do it”. People who have asked me this question ask “Is that all that keeps you going in life”? Or, “Is there anything else”? Many see my reason as pessimistic, although I see it as a reason to not give up. Others think I should have more reasons to drive on in life such as god and religion, have some kids or just in general, a promising future. It would devastate family and friends if I all of a sudden gave up in life. The inspiration is permanent because to this day I still get that high support but high expectations to succeed. I will to succeed to repay them and show their support was taken seriously by me.
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